ever finally understand things?
never really saw it til the wool over your eyes were pulled away, and then you see.. like everything you didnt XD

i hate learning things the hard way, suffering sucks >.>
im not suffering much, just wishing things would go away.

maybe someones right?

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i hate how certain songs bring out different sides and emotions.
like, sad song - makes you think bout things you'd rather forget.
happy song - makes you think bout things in ur life you want to keep around.
romantic song - makes you want to be with the one you love ;; but if your lonely, it just makes you sad >.< .
rave music - makes you want to dance of course.

i love how i get really depressed about things, like my past, when i listen to a certain song; then when i listen to a more upbeat one, im like; wtf was i crying about? XD

miserable at best - mayday parade
learning to breathe - switchfoot
sex & love - faber drive
second chance - faber drive
yuri the only one for me - the leetstreet boys
wow, i can get sexual too - say anything
into your arms - the maine
trust me - the fray